I scened with Master last week. We didn't have a lot of time, but we somehow managed to make use of it.

I've become practically addicted to being beaten. It's kind of sick really. It's something i look forward to with so much excitement. There really aren't any words to describe it.

I have this..... need, i guess you could say, to feel the things Master makes me feel. I would do almost anything to get that feeling; that high that comes with being given a good caning, or whipping. I would wait weeks for Master's schedule to open up enough for us to scene.

Those who are in the lifestyle know what i'm talking about. It's almost as if i get a buzz every time He hits me with the belt. And it gets more and more intense with every lash.

Before i actually felt the leather bite into my skin, i was ashamed of my fantasies. I mean, what self respecting woman of the 21st century enjoy being dominated by a MAN? Well, i do. i enjoy it more than i can say, and Master knows it.