I have asked Master for release, and he has agreed to let me go.
I e-mailed him yesterday, explaining why I wished to be released.
Here is the e-mail I sent him:
This is a really hard e-mail to write. But something I feel I have to do.
We've been together for over a year. I am still very young. And while I love you, there are times when I feel like I settled.
I know, coming into the relationship, that I wouldn't get 24/7. And I was ok with that, as long as I got some experience under my belt. But lately, I've been regretting it.
I know you probably think it's just me going through the 'summer funk' or whatever, but it's not. As of right now, I just don't feel like I'm in any type of relationship, lifestyle or not.
Like I said, I am still very young, and I'm not even sure any more if I want to be in a relationship. Of any kind.
I need you to understand that all this is not because of you. This is just me taking a step back, and doing some major introspection.
Because of all this, I am begging release.
It's something I felt I needed to do. Doesn't mean I'm less sad because of it.
Hope everyone is enjoying their Tuesday.
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i haven't checked in on your blog in too long. This just kinda hits close to home...